i’d claw at your heart.
We try to make deals with him, but God is one tough motherfucker. And we know to get what we need, we have to give up what matters most. Anything less, he’s not interested.
(Source: thataprill, via fyeahoz)
you know (clearing throat repeatedly), i appreciate everything you’ve done for me. especially like, you know, with the baby and all. i mean, uh, i guess sometimes that’s the way things go, you know? i mean, things just work out like that. you’re right. you know, i feel better about myself. i mean, i never thought that i’d love a baby with all my heart. and i, i never loved anything before in my life. so it’s, like, it’s opened up a whole new me. (laughs) that’s important, right? figuring out who you are, you know, and, and about yourself. so i know that.
MUKADA: You can’t see Maritza. You can’t see the baby. They’re not even gonna let you make a phone call. They’re gonna start a psychiatric evaluation of you!
ALVAREZ: They think I’m a bug?
MUKADA: You cut yourself all up!
ALVAREZ: So? I did it for the baby.
MUKADA: What do you mean, you did it for the baby?
ALVAREZ: You telling me I gave the baby life, right, that he’s my responsibility, well, the baby being sick, you know, I don’t know what to do, I ain’t a fucking doctor!
MUKADA: And slashing your face did what, huh?
ALVAREZ: That’s between me and god.
MUKADA: Oh, Miguel, you tell the shrink that and you’re gonna be in here ‘til you’re ninety years old.
(Source: babysquirrelxo, via fuckyeahkirkacevedo)
ALVAREZ: Hey, Father. I need to make a confession.
MUKADA: Saturday. Three o’clock.
ALVAREZ: I need to make one now.
MUKADA: (gestures Alvarez to chair) Close the door, officer. What’s up?
ALVAREZ: (sighs) You know, ever since I’ve been let out of solitary, I just been going right and left you know? Up and down. Just trying to prove to everyone that I’m no pussy.
MUKADA: I know what you mean. I should have died in that bus crash. And now, the Reverend Cloutier has… disappeared, which I think is supposed to mean something, but, um, I can’t figure out what that something is.
ALVAREZ: So what do you do?
MUKADA: Pray.
ALVAREZ: Yeah, well, you know, toss in a couple extra for me.
MUKADA: (fondly) I always do, Miguel.
ALVAREZ: Yeah, well, I need just a little bit more then my usual amount. Someone died because of me.
MUKADA: (a pause) Jaime Velez?
ALVAREZ: Yeah. This kid was innocent, you know?
MUKADA: You and I have had a long and battered relationship, but I continue to believe that you have a good soul, and that you’ll find a way to right whatever wrong you committed.
ALVAREZ: And if I don’t?
MUKADA: Then you really are a pussy.
CORNERSTONE OF MY SHIPPING
BUT ACTUALLY
LOOK AT THEM
SHOWING VULNERABILITY
TALKING TO EACH OTHER LIKE EQUALS
MIGUEL BEING OPENLY FOND OF SOMEONE
ALSO THIS IS THE SCENE THAT OPENS MIGUEL UP TO THE IDEA OF THE GUIDE DOG PROGRAM
SO
YOU’RE WELCOME
